I lay on cold, unrepentive pavement, whispering prayers to the stars as if they were god and not just part of God. They flicker as if humbly replying. But- I wonder- maybe they’re just dying-
Nights like this, the first cold chill of a dead summer, can only be warmed by lit cigarettes. The cold burns my bones and the smoke blinds my eyes;
Such is transition-
Only the past, the whole past, presents itself here; More dangerous than the burning chemicals I inhale, more beautiful than second hand smoke-
As I lay, I think of how many others are doing the same thing; Failing to live in the present knowing there is a future- How many others are feeling this first chill that forgets fall, stinging like winter- How many others stars are collapsing as they hope to God, speaking in smoke signals-
2 comments:
hahahaha!
stupidest thing ever.
seriously.
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